There are some subtle things in life which the outsider would always notice but not the person in question...okay i am starting to sound quite weird here...what does it take for someone to notice something so subtle....hahaha ^_^

Would you rather cherish what you have now or risk destroying it?
In the end, we can never have the best of both worlds.

Anyways enough with all the crap haiz
My term break is coming to an end!!!! (T_T)

Went to school to study today....stupid organic chemistry is so difficult T_T....i think i will fail this bloody module..sianz....

"I believe in karma what you give and what you get return. I believe you cant appreciate real love till you been burnt. I believe the grass is no more greener than the other side. I believe you dun know what you've got until you say goodbye..."

It is finally the term break..i know it will pass by me very quickly if i dun do anything about my studies within this period...hehe need to buck up (super lagging in my studies) T_T and there is a new assignment for my SS module sianz.......

Anyway one of my lecturer has really weird looking eyebrows..heehee dun mean to be mean or rude....but if you join his eyebrows together it looks like an upsidedown smile...haha

Muhahahha i finally changed the layout of my blog after much scrutinizing at the HTML codes (*_*) ....i thought it look quite all right until i saw my other friends blog...hahahha
Their blogs look so much nicer....(>_>)...dotz dotz

I really like watching the anime NANA XD even though in the beginning i did not really like one of the characters...i have come to see that her character is very realistic...her characteristics can be easily found in anyone of us... ^_^

Yesterday was a shitty day for me literally...i went to the toilet because got sensation to da bian...then..............the shit dun want to come out T_T....i sat in there for more than 20 twenty minutes and only like one round da bian came out after like squeezing for like so long.....haha

Read my friends blog lim-san's blog..she had one on the lingzhi dining experience....the vegetarian restarant...the comment about the pumpkin dish as JIT PU Sai very funny (^___^)
LOLOLOLOL

Phew! I finally finished the irritating SS essay...i hope i got everything correct...(^_^)
Hai but got more reading to do to prepare for the tutorial tomorrow...shag!!!(>_>)

Just wanna post the pictures of the desserts i ate on the celebration day ^____^





Fufufufu look at the delicious desserts hehehehehe XD (*_*)

Today thinking i could get some work done i decided to go school...on the journey there in the bus....due to some very important people attending the so called IMF in singapore they had to bloodily redirect the bus route....and there was like this perpetual jam at Bugis....jam for like so bloody long....

Hahahha...feel so much better to be able to vent my frustration (>_<)

Organic chemistry test today (>_<) so difficult...when i got the paper it took me quite some time to start cause i was like stoning at the paper...hahaha...Hope i will do well...

I just realised my blog was getting kind of depressing with each day...heehee

Oh well...nothing to do about that anyway...hehehe ^____^

Anyway need to get started on my essay assignment due this coming tuesday (>_>) and i have yet to write anything on it...

Lots of stuff left to finish by end of this week...test tomorrow...thank goodness no lab report to do by this week...(*_*)

"Love like you have never been hurt before...."

Hehe had fun today...went out to dinner with my NUS friends at suntec to sort of celebrate my birthday...^___^ Ate at kenny rogers, seriously that is my first time eating there and when it came to ordering food i get to choose two side dishes,being the "mountain tortoise" i chose coleslaw and potato salad, after ordering i noticed there were other side dishes...........(-_-)

After that was dessert time at Azabu Sabo at Marina Square yumyum Green tea ice cream and sweet potato!!!

I guess i never really expected so many people to appear today for dinner. In the past it was always my close friend and me...so its really different to celebrate with so many people ^____^

It just feels weird to have so many people "caring" about my birthday...i was never really confident about how others view me as friend...and i guess i felt like i was never really a part of their circle...

i must really thank the NUS chemistry most chio friend hehehe ^_______^ it was really sweet of her to organize the dinner.

I think i am happy with my life (^_^) At the very least i know for sure i am not going through life alone.......

This is my first day of being 20 years old...hmmm not feeling much different though hehe...School work is taking a toll on me just realised i need to put in much more effort in my studies cause thats all the brain ive got and the rest will require hardwork to get good grades...(*_*)

My friend told me it doesnt matter how you look but as long as you are happy its all right...
Hmmm...(-_-) This i really need time to really digest..

Am i really happy with my life or anything around me... (~_~)

Yay its my Birthday today..yupyup ^___^ Went to school for lessons until four today...hehhe thereafter went to catch a movie The Devil Wears Prada - such a cool movie the actress is really pretty ( Anne Hathaway) hahaha XD

Anyway yeah it was quite late after that so went to eat dinner at MOS burger hehe

I have quite a few friends whose birthday is coming up and i have no idea what to get them at all fufufufu....when the time comes i guess something will pop into my mind hahaha ^_^

I am turning 20 in less than an hour time...(Nooooooooo!!!!!)....its true when people say that when you are young you cant wait to grow up faster but when you do get older you wish to be forever young...and for me stepping into the twenty year stage is counted old for me (sob sob) T_T...

I received presents from my friends already...one being a frame-like thingy with my name in it, it looks really nice making me feel so proud of my name for the very first time...and i also got Kinokuniya vouchers (hahha) such a wonderful present - to be able to shop without actually forking out notes...heeheehee

I bought a sudoku puzzle book a few weeks back and i have since only completed like two puzzles in it....muhahahah XD the rest of the puzzles are now done by my papa...heehee..

Sometimes i feel like i am out of the circle of my friends...it feels weird cause it could be because i dun know them that well...maybe thats why i always feel out of place like there is no place for me...well it could be because my personality is naturally pessimistic that i am thinking too much...

Tomorrow is yet another school day...i have many deadlines to clear by this month...this semester's timetable is really shaggy!!! T_T

Recently talked to a friend about horoscopes how some people with that horoscope(libra) appeal to others more...yup its a very boring conversation but well humans talk about boring stuff like that you know...

Anyways i found out that most of my surrounding friends are librans (guess its true that birds of the same feathers flock together) hmm...well librans just seem to be charming to others...yup they are of a different level as i am...i guess life is just unfair to begin with-people get stuff that i lack...

Appearance really means alot....like really reeeeeeallly alot....who cares about the bloody inside when the outside just isnt good enough...its a very veeeeerrry superficial world out there and i just gotta somehow live through it be it heaven or hell....muhahahhahahhaah

my head is always filled with rubbish like these thats why my lovely friend will always be there to somewhat counter what i say...Hahaha XD

thats what friends are for right to support you through this path of what people call LIFE ^___^